Want to open business and get my life back.

Life afte, England

From age 10 until 14 I was abused by a family member. When I say abused I mean he used to touch me. Then age 14 he tried to rape me. I never told anyone because he made me believe no one would believe me. As I got older I managed to block it out or go into denial. Then in 2010 I got a phone call from the police. They said that he had been doing things with kids. This instantly brought back all the memories of what he did to me. They asked me if he ever did anything to me when I was a kid. I told them what he did to me and they brought me in to tell them on video, having to tell them over and over again what he did. 2012 I had to go to court to put him in prison and sit and watch my police interview video. All this stress brought on depression. Brought back all the feelings from when it happened and basically ruined my life, I don't feel normal since then, afraid to trust people. I want all this to stop. He is in prison but it feels like he is still controlling my life. I don't want to be like this anymore, I don't want him to take away any more of my life. So I want to open a business and get my life back. This is why I am here for help to get the money to open business. If anyone can help that would be great. I want my life back and start enjoying it.