Need urgently help for family and marriage

Need help, Iran

I feel very sad, depressed and broken, i lost all of my hopes,feeling useless ,Please support me and help me in this really bad situation of my life, i need your help to save my family,to save my life ,I feel shameful asking for help but this time at the baddest moment of my life I've no choice just asking for help,please help me swear to God and swear to Jesus i'm not a cheater,liar or anything like these ,you can contact me directly at Helpforgodsake@protonmail.com