Need help funding my music

Earnest, India

Hi!I was psychologically abused and tortured for sixteen long years by what remained of my family after my father was given a stay order and stopped helping us financially,so I couldn't hone or develop my skills or use them profitably till now.I am 30 years old now and am not independent and not want to suffer longer.Having musical talent,I have written some good songs based on some Bible verses.But I have no money to fund recording and copyrighting and I want to go about it with your help,so I need to raise about $10,000.I will pay you back,when on my feet,if I know who you are.My alertpay email is pearnest11@gmail.com.Thank you.