life blows right now

Lonely7, Californi

Single mom of 3. Cars broke. Pge gettn shut off. Gov assistance is 500/no. Can't work cause of constant panic attack disordee and major depression. Never been without a job. Its been 2 years now. College degree. I had it made til my babies started school then no was willing to help. If I don't do it itnaint gonna get done. Now I'm here. Stuck. Broker then shit. Fighting this disability everyday. I literally keep myself in my room. No to talk to. My bf just got locked up cuz of a traffic ticket issue. Wish I cud talk to him but need a card to add funds to account which I don't have. So yea. Alone. Anything helps.