It would help me out

Hello, I am 19 years old and so far this year I have experienced probably the worst things ever. My dad committed suicide in February, I was recently diagnosed with Crohns disease, I lost my job because of that and as of now am currently looking for a new one that is less strenuous and more computer/techy, I Split up with a girl of two years which hurts but i will get over it. There are people who deserve a handout way more than me but I could use some money right now I don't want to be dependent on other people forever just until I find a new job. Thank you -Thomas