i am in desperate need of 5000. i have a medical condition that keeps me from working and i have applied for disablity. i am waiting on a court date. i am about to loose my home. my bank account is overdrawn. and i hate asking for help but i am so desperate that i dont know what else to do . i cant afford my medicine. i would be willing to pay someone back once i get my back pay from disablity. im not wanting a hand out im asking for a hand up