I'm practically homeless and completely broke without a cent

I'm desp, New Jerse

The reason why I'm begging is because this is my last hope :'( my life has been a horrible disaster this year and all of my dreams and hopes have been crashed to the dust. I've even tried attempting suicide several times and I have this great depression. I want to move back to my hometown but I don't even have a dollar to afford the train and I really want to finish my last school year to go to college I'm 18. I've never begged for money in my life but you guys are my last hope please find it in your heart to help me