I'm about to suicide because of Money

I've spend my parents given to me for the repair of my laptop and phone. The money should be for my school but I really need to fix my laptop(for school purpose) that I'd to spend the money given to me.I'd use my laptop to gain back the money I'd done so many surveys and still not enough.After a week, My phone fall out to my pocket and broke the LCD. Now all I've earned is gone again to repair it again. My class is starting this month and still I don't have the money . My brain keeps thinking I should give up and go suicide. This my last hope and trying to get some. Please send me money any amount will do. Thanks in advance