I need help

Hello people.  I have had insomnia since I was a child and anxiety disorder since I was a teen. I'm 32 years old now. I often spend my sleepless nights watching movies, reading, or writing if I am not in pain. I have been disabled now for about 3 years. I have a rare disease called Hidradenitis Suppurativa. If you Google it, you might not want to look at the pictures. They are gross honestly, but that was the hand I was dealt in life. Medical bills. I owe enough in medical bills to pay someone with a pretty awesome job a year's salary. I have quite a few other bills too that I feel I will never be able to pay. My disability check gives me just enough to survive. I couldn't imagine what I would do if it were for my writing skills and the kindness of others. In my late night forges through the Internet, I stumbled upon this site and decided to give it a try. I thought the idea was hilarious but it couldn't hurt if I could get help paying some bills or even just some decent lip gloss. So if your heart is feeling generous or you totally sympathise with me after view gross examples of this awful disease I have on Google, I am open and appreciative! Good day!