Have too much to pay

Deeply de, London, E

Hi my name is Thom. I have had such a hard time trying to piece my life together after getting myself into debt to help my mum with her bills and household items. Unfortunately because i lost my job i couldnt pay any of my debts unless i starved. i then decided to go back into education so i could stand a better chance of getting a well paid job as the job market in England is dying! but because of the hard time i've had over the last few years with my sexuality and rising debts i've developed depression and i just couldnt cope with education. its now at the point where i am scared to leave my home as i have anxiety attacks and i can just about go in for counselling. because of this i cant work right now and my debts are going ever up and i just don't know what to do, i cant pay my phone bill, or even energy bills. im so afraid that i will never get out of this situation so im now here asking for any help anyone is willing to give. im ashamed to do this as ive always prided myself on being so put together and organized but my life is spiraling out of control now. i just want to get out of debt and focus on bettering my mental state. Please someone be compassionate and help me, i dont even know how im going to eat next week as i have no money. i cant get any help from the government as they refused to help me because im unable to work and they won't take my deep depression as a good enough reason to not work. I have serious anxiety issues and i havent left my house in 2 weeks because i just cant face the outside world. i know i can get better if just dont have all these worries all the time. i have obliterated my credit rating and i dont even stand a chance of consolidating my debt. i want to work and live a happy life but im stuck, can someone please help me even if its just a pound. As i said i fear i dont have money for food next week and even that much would buy me something. please if you want to make a donation to me use this link https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_donations&business=thomhoward93%40yahoo%2eco%2euk&lc=GB&item_name=Thom%20Howard¤cy_code=GBP&bn=PP%2dDonationsBF%3abtn_donateCC_LG%2egif%3aNonHosted Im so appreciative of the time you took to read this and even if you cant help me i wish you all the best. Thank you and god bless. Thom